No Excersize again!!!

OkAY SO i THINK THAT 4 MONTHS AGO I WAS SO MENTALLY READY TO WORKOUT AND LOSE WEIGHT. JUST REALLY GET INTO BETTER SAPE. I REALLY HAD NO PROBLEM ACTUALLY ENJOYED EATING BETTER AND LEAVING ALL THE JUNK BEHIND. SO I THINK MY DRIVE IS STRUGGLING. TIFFANY IS NO LONGER TRAINING ME, AND I CAN NEVER FIND THE CHANCE TO WORK OUT!!!! ERIC SEEMS TO BE GETTING MORE AND MORE DEMANDING, AND I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT EATING AS WELL BECAUSE IN MY MIND I HAVE GIVEN UP ALREADY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT O DO TO REMODIVATE MYSELF. I MEAN WHY CAN'T I EXERCISE WHEN MY SON WON'T SIT IN A STROLLER, I DON'T EVEN GET A SHOWER AND I SLEP ONOLY FOUR HOURS LAST NIGHT?ANY SUGGESTIONS?